HE HAS RISEN

Happy Easter to everyone today that needs or wants to know Jesus more! Jesus loves everyone whether you are a believer or not! Jesus can be your father or brother or just a friend, whatever makes you feel comfortable! He wants you to know that he loves you immensely and couldn’t imagine life in heaven without you! He also wants everyone to know that his love is free and you don’t have to earn it but just believe in him and he will clean all your sins from your life. He doesn’t want the perfect person coming to him because no matter what we think, the perfect person doesn’t exist. We can’t earn Heaven, we can only try to have a relationship with God and believe in his son Jesus, that he died already for all past and present transgressions (sins).

YOU CAN’T EARN HEAVEN!! Please listen to this message and know that God truly loves you and wants you to be filled with the Holy Spirit, so you can feel true love from our Father in Heaven! He loves you and knows that this world more than ever needs his love and compassion. He will make you feel loved like you never have felt before. Trust in his words because he will show you the real purpose of your life and help you through these crazy times in the world right now!

God (Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit) loves you all and knows you need comfort and love in your life. Take a chance and let him show you what he is really about. God Bless you all on this exciting day that we celebrate Jesus coming back alive after he died for our sins. He is too powerful to keep in the ground dead, so give him a chance in your life and see how much he loves you!!

Thank you Lord Jesus for all that you do for us. You show us love and protect our soul from our enemies in the world! You keep us strong when we feel weak and bold when we need to be. You always show your presence when we need it and you’re never to far to reach. Thank you Lord for keeping us safe in your arms and we love you very much!!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!

GOD EQUALS LOVE 

This is something that my daughter wrote all by herself! She has a beautiful connection to God!! We’re so proud of her! 💯❤

❤️❤️LOVE❤️❤️Not just one word but a million❣ Don’t ever think you did something wrong, just feel the love inside so you can never get hurt❣ God will always be with you no matter what❣ Believe in him❣ You can do the Impossible❣ He ❤️❤️LOVES❤️❤️ you with all his heart this goes the same with Jesus he also ❤️❤️LOVES❤️❤️ you with all his heart❣They’ll love you no matter what❣

GOOD GOOD FATHER BY CHRIS TOMLIN

 

I REALLY LOVE THIS SONG AND IT REALLY DESCRIBES HOW WONDERFUL AND LOVING OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN REALLY IS. I CAN’T SAY IT ENOUGH WHEN I SAY THAT, WHEN I BECAME BORN AGAIN AND SPIRIT FILLED, IT REALLY CHANGED SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME AND I’VE SEEN HOW MUCH GOD TRULY LOVES US NO MATTER HOW MANY MISTAKES WE DO. I ENCOURAGE ALL OF YOU TO REALLY LISTEN TO THIS SONG AND UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU COULD BE MISSING IN YOUR LIFE (TO BE BORN AGAIN AND SPIRIT FILLED), A RELATIONSHIP ONE ON ONE WITH OUR FATHER. GOD (WHICH IS MADE UP OF OUR FATHER, JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT) HAS SHOWN ME LOVE, LOVE AND LOVE FROM ALL THREE PARTS THAT MAKE ONE. BEING SPIRIT FILLED DOESN’T MEAN THAT I DON’T MAKE MISTAKES (I’M NOT PERFECT AT ALL, NOT EVEN CLOSE) BUT THE HOLY SPIRIT DOES GUIDE ME IN WAYS THAT HELPS ME UNDERSTAND MORE ABOUT HOW TO LIVE LIFE AND LEARN MORE ABOUT GOD. MANY TIMES PEOPLE WILL MAKE YOU BELIEVE THAT GOD IS SO MEAN AND IS ALWAYS MAD AT US BUT THAT’S NOT TRUE AT ALL. HE LOVES US SO MUCH THAT HE SENT DOWN TO EARTH JESUS TO PAY FOR OUR SINS THAT HAPPEN IN OUR PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURES ONES. JESUS HAS SHOWN US THE LOVE THAT HE STILL HAD ON THE CROSS EVEN AFTER ALL THAT WAS DONE TO HIM AND HE JUST WANTS ALL OF US TO SPREAD LOVE TO ONE ANOTHER. WE ALL NEED TO DESPERATELY UNDERSTAND THAT THIS LIFE THAT WE ARE IN RIGHT NOW IS NOT OUR TRUE HOME, OUR TRUE HOME IS IN HEAVEN WITH GOD. GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND I HOPE THAT THIS HELPS SOMEONE THAT NEEDED TO HEAR IT, AMEN!!

ROMANS 8: 14-16        For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. The spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father”. The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children.   

 

 

GOD AND JESUS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE……

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I’M A PROUD MOMMA!!

Let me start by saying that I have two wonderful kids that are learning about God and how much he loves us! My daughter Isabella, has a wonderful connection with God that makes me so happy! She is 8 years old right now but she started getting close to God many years ago. She has thrilled me by giving me messages from God and showing me the love that God has for us!

The other day, my daughter came home after school and told me that she is making something on the paper and wanted to give it to me. I’m always happy when my kids make a drawing or write something for me, its very special! So, she gives me this paper and I read the beautiful message about God and I was just stunned! It said “GOD AND JESUS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE. BE HAPPY THAT SOMEONE LOVES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE”..

I definitely think this is a message that everybody needs to hear! I believe that God gave this message to my daughter so that we could spread it around to our Family, Friends and the Blog. The Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit are all about LOVE LOVE  AND MORE LOVE…

DON’T EVER FORGET ABOUT HOW MUCH GOD LOVES YOU!! WE ARE HIS CHILDREN THAT HE LOVES SO VERY MUCH! WE ARE WORTHY OF HIS LOVE, NOT BECAUSE WE DID ANYTHING BUT BECAUSE WE HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE IN HIM.

ROMANS 5: 1-2… Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. 

GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!! 

THANK YOU FATHER, JESUS AND HOLY SPIRIT……. 🙂

SKY’S THE LIMIT OF WHAT YOU CAN DO WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT INSIDE YOU

Having the Holy Spirit inside me makes me feel like I could encounter any problem in my life with all new tools to make it work or make it better. We all have our Father in Heaven that shows us so much love that all he wants us to do is to feel the same way to one another. He wanted all of us to know about how he sent down Jesus to show us that he loves us and wants all of us to come to him and spend iternal life with him. He also sent us a powerful guide the Holy Spirit to show us the way that our Father would want us to live and walk the path designed for us. Our Father knows everything that goes on in this world and he knows that we have the devil attacking us in every way possible that it can but thats why we need the Holy Spirit to be strong at times that we would of been weak. I’m not saying that you wont have times of going down the wrong path but the Holy Spirit doesn’t let you go too far off your path. Having the Holy Spirit inside you also means that you can speak in tongues ( to me its so powerful). Sometimes when I’m speaking in tongues I hear our Father speaking to me about things that I needed to hear or that I needed to learn and sometimes I just hear him tell me HE LOVES ME!! I do have times that I might not hear anything and that’s ok because our Father is still teaching me silently even when I don’t hear him.

I have to tell you a wonderful message that our Father gave me once on speaking in tongues. I want to start by saying that when I hear God or I’m doing something that I know God wanted me to do, for an example, I would have a conversation with a person out of the blue and it would be about The Father , Jesus and the Holy Spirit and how God has shown me so much love and how much love he has for all of his children and that if only everybody knew that you could have a special bond with God if only you receive the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit in your life. So when I get this feeling like God purposely made this situation happen and that I did something that God wanted me to do, I feel so happy and light as a feather (no one at that moment could spoil the beautiful feeling that I get). I love talking about God and how wonderful he is! So one night I was laying in bed and as I always do, I started speaking in tongues and I heard our Father say to me that when I get that wonderful excited happy feeling that I did something for him, he told me that he gets the same feeling when he hears his children speaking in tongues. 🙂  So if you ever feel sometimes that when your speaking in tongues and nothing happens well now you know that our Father is actually feeling really happy to hear you and he is teaching us without us knowing it. It’s really important for us to know that God truely does want a close bond with all of us if we only so choose to do it. All you have to do is make that one simple step towards him and he will do the rest. He came to me supernaturally and I think that he can show you too. 🙂

YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE !!

GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU !!

Beginning of my Journey

I felt so much love when I got filled with the Holy Spirit that I only wanted to do what God wanted me to do because he is full of love for all of his children. I think that a lot of people believe that God is this mean and harsh power that we have over us but he is totally opposite. Before I was born again, I didn’t feel any connection and just kind of thought that God was a judge but I have now the privilege to know that God is our true and very loving father. Yes, he is our father and with any father we do need to respect him and listen to what he wants us to do. We can very easily get distracted or taken over by the devil but if our faith in God is powerful then the devil doesn’t have a chance of getting us. I believe that we can all somehow hear God and know that we have to change some things in our lives. One big lesson that I had to learn was to discern the voices that are in my head. I had the devil trying so hard to convince me that all the love I have with God wasn’t really there (it was make believe) and that it was trying to put all these negative thoughts in my head about God. We also need to discern when someone is trying to tell us something about God. This is very important because I had to learn the hard way that I can’t just believe that all messages that people tell me are true and are actually from God. These people may have thought that the message they were giving was from God but it wasn’t. It’s easy for a new spirit filled christian to be easily pushed in different directions because all we want is God and we will believe and listen to anybody that says anything about God. God has taught me that fellowship is great but we have to understand that God wants to teach us all himself and he has, with me. I have gotten so many messages and signs from God and learned so much more from things that God wanted me to read out of the Bible or telling me to watch a show on TV that had a preacher teaching about something that I needed to hear(learn). I know this might be hard for some people to believe but with along the signs that I get from God I also get messages from God (through speaking in tongues). It’s amazing because I can’t even tell you how many times I have talked to God (through speaking in tongues) and he has said things to me that I needed to ask my mom what it meant because there were words that I didn’t know. This is why I believe that I can talk to God and I know for sure that he is always listening to all of us if we truly want him to hear us. WE HAVE TO BELIEVE IN GOD!!

My last sign before I got Born Again…

This last sign is a little hard to explain but I will try my best. Ever since I was a little girl I used to get these really bad dreams (at least I thought they were dreams). I would wake up in my bed but I wouldn’t be able to move or speak until whatever was happening to me was over. I will tell a couple different examples. When I was a child I would wake up in my bed (in my room) and couldn’t move but could see a big dark shadow of a monster coming on top of me and I don’t know how long it would last but it felt like forever. When this monster of a shadow was done scarying me then I could actually get up from the bed and run out of my room screaming. I would wake up thinking that there was something in my bed moving and my mom would check but nothing. My parents would always tell me that it’s just a night terror and that I have to believe that it doesn’t exist. I’m sure that they thought that I (being a child) was having bad dreams, well these attacks at night would happen until recently. I started just believing that these attacks that I was getting were just bad night terrors and that my brain had to be playing tricks on me because how could it really be true that I’m waking up in my room (frozen) and i have these dark shadow things attacking me. I learned that when they would happen I would try to just close and open my eyes many times and it seemed to work because in my head I would say that this is not real (repeatedly). So, I’m not sure when this particular night attack happen but this one lasted a long time. My husband and I have a Cross with Jesus on it, in our bedroom, on the side of the wall where I sleep. Now, this is going to sound really crazy but when I would wake up this time I wasn’t getting attacked instead I would have my eyes on the Cross but Jesus was changing into images of something evil and scary. Like now my attacks were against Jesus and whatever it was, it was trying to make to believe that Jesus was really a monster. Of course I would open and close my eyes as usual and think that whatever this is, its not true and then I would see Jesus back on my wall. So glad to see Jesus again.. So getting back to my last sign. I was talking to a couple of different people when I was getting my signs and over heard someone tell a story about how he used to get attacked in the middle of the night by bad spirits and when he explained his attacks they sounded almost exactly like mine. I asked him questions about it and thought he had to be having night terrors because how can we really get attacked by bad spirits. He made me realize that bad spirits do exist (by my first sign with my daughters dream from God) and the bad spirit was trying to convince me that Jesus was bad. When the thought that I was getting attacked at night by evil spirits, it really scared me but my brother told me that God was going to show me a sign that I’m safe. Now, still wasn’t born again yet so I didn’t still know what to believe but that night I went home and of course I didn’t tell any of this to my husband because he would of thought I was nuts. I wanted to make sure I truly believed before I talked to my husband about it because he was raised Catholic all his life and it would be hard for him to understand something like this. Back to that night, I was getting ready to go to sleep and I have to say I was so scared to wake up  to an attack because I knew than that they are real now but something interesting happen. I woke up scared as usual and but this time before I could get attacked my daughter came into my bed (at that exact time I opened my eyes) and I could move (to my surprise), let her in the bed and put my arms around her but all of a sudden I felt safe like nothing could touch me or hurt me. It was the craziest feeling ever but I knew that it must of been God to send my daughter in my room at that time to show me I’m safe with him and God loves me very much that he has given me all these signs. I will say that my daughter would come into my bed all the time but somehow it was different that time. I was convinced and I talked to my brother and told him that I was ready to get born again and I wanted to feel the greatness of having a connection with God, like I searched all my life for. Thank you God our Father. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Holy Spirit…. 🙂

THE BEGINNING

I would like to start by telling you a little about me. I have been born again and spirit filled since June of 2012. I’m married with two beautiful children that God Blessed me with. I’m very Blessed to have a husband that is not born again but tries to be understanding on what I choose to believe in. I do hope that one day he will get born again and spirit filled but I have tried talking to him many times and I have figured out that God will have to show him. All my life, ever since I was a little girl I always wanted to be close to God and I never quite found that connection that I was looking for. I’ll be honest, I used to try and read the Bible (before being filled with the Holy Spirit) and always had a hard time understanding it. I didn’t know much about the Bible besides what I would learn from church and that wasn’t much because I would only go when it was a holiday. So every year it seemed like it was the same thing over and over. I still felt like I wasn’t getting anywhere with God but I would still pray, hope and wish that God could hear me. I had my mom and brother that were born again spirit filled already at that time and they would try to tell me how wonderful if feels to be filled with the Holy Spirit and how much God (our true and everlasting father) and Jesus love us. Of course , I didn’t believe them for years because the kind of stories that my mom would tell me couldn’t of really happened (now I know that Gods power is still on earth with all of us). Well, I can tell you that I started getting more curious about being born again after my dad in 2011 had a lot of medical problems and the doctors were telling us time after time that we needed to be ready for him to pass away. My dad got saved a little time before he died and I’ll never forget how he said he felt when he got filled with the Holy Spirit and the love he felt after. He said he felt like he was lifted in the air because God took all of his bad things out of him. My father was always up front about everything, so when he told me this, it made me start listening a little. I was so happy that my father believed and got saved (within a couple of weeks of dying). That was such a Blessing. This is how I got curious…

Hi everyone, My name is Toni and i’m born again and spirit filled.

This is the first time I have ever blogged and I’m not a good writer but I feel like God wants me to do this so I can share my story of how I got born again and how my journey has been since it happened. I will be writing a little bit each day about how God showed me the way to him. I truly believe I have a great connection to God that I never had before I got filled with the Holy Spirit. I hope that when I start my story tomorrow that when you read it, you will find guidance, encouragement, love and sincerity. These are things that God has been teaching me that we should all have with one another. I’m excited about this message and hope you enjoy it..