I can’t wait to go to heaven is something I’ve thought since I became born again and spirit filled and didn’t realize the real reason I couldn’t wait.
I’ve had to live with bad pain everyday for almost 12 years now from a car accident. I would always think that I wanted to go to heaven because I didn’t want to be in pain anymore and have good health again ( something I miss everyday ) but it just came to me why I really can’t wait to go.
When I became born again and spirit filled I felt like all my sins from my past and future were lifted and i felt tired that day. The next day I woke up and felt so much love from God that I had never felt before! I loved people that at that time I was mad at and even hated. I just wanted to scream at the top of my lungs that I love everybody and most of all I love God ( the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit ).
With time that has passed on my fight with the devil and everyday stress or issues with family, I realize my mind and heart have been tainted but I always love God with all my heart and that will never change. It only stops me from feeling that abundance of love that God has for me. That’s what I want to feel again!!
Whoever thinks that being Christian is easy it’s not. Christians that are close to God get attacked from history of life. What that means is that life always come back to what happens in the past to haunt us and sometimes we let it until God has to bring us back from it, again and again.
I myself have been through depression many times in my life and God has brought me out of it each time!! Thats why I love him so much because he can supernaturally bring me out of something bad when people on earth couldn’t. He can do the same for you, so if you are Christian or a non believer and are going through tribulations in life, whether they’re small or big just know that God can help you no matter what and it’s normal to go through these things. Don’t think you are less of a person or Christian because the devil is attacking you! If anything the devil does this because you are a child of God and he wants to keep you away from God. Keep your faith and God will help you! If you’re a non believer please see any signs that God is trying to talk to you right now and loves you and wants to show you his love! Please let him show you!!
In Jesus name,
Amen