God is teaching me about spiritual authority…

Many people in the world want you to believe that you need to have some kind of authority on you on every kind of situation in life but God is showing me that the only spiritual authority that should be over his children is ONLY GOD.. ย When we get filled with the Holy Spirit we have the ability to hear God better and we are also guided with the Holy Spirit on how we should live our lives. That means that we all have different calls in our life that God wants us to do. ONLY GOD KNOWS WHAT OUR CALLS IN LIFE ARE.. I hear people around me tell me that I need to listen to them and not the messages from God because they think that they can hear God better or that they know best for you. God does put people in our life for reasons at any given moment but that doesn’t mean that anybody needs to be over you and tell you what to do. We can GUIDE, ENCOURAGE, LOVE and BE SINCERE WITH EACH OTHER. Most of all Jesus just wants all of us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER.. I used to be in a group of people that didn’t want to let me hear God on my own and it was keeping me from growing my relationship with God. God gave me many messages that taught me to listen to him and try to pick only the good things that people were trying to tell me. Now I love God as my true father and I can hear him give me messages. He teaches me many times about things that I need to learn and I wouldn’t of known this if I didn’t stand up for myself and listen to our true teacher JESUS. God will have me read the Bible and sometimes I will watch preacher on TV on a certain subject. God will always give me some kind of sign or confirmation so that I know that the message I’m getting is from him and not a bad spirit. Most important lesson I had to learn is that we have to discern every message we get because its very easy for a bad spirit to get in our heads and talk to us but we must always try to be careful and trust that God always shows us signs and confirmations. We all need to trust and have faith that God will show and teach all of us on his own but we have to truly believe it in our hearts that we are his children and that he loves us so much. The more I speak in tongues the more God teaches me and helps me spread his words.. Thank you Jesus!! ย ๐Ÿ™‚



ROMANS 5: 1-9… Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God’s wrath through him!

I’m starting with these verses because we all have our tribulations, struggles, weaknesses and distractions that sometimes makes it hard to understand why things happen to us. First of all, we all should know that we always have evil spirits always attacking us because we are close to God and the evil spirit hates that, and tries everything possible to try to change the bond that we all have with God. Of course, its hard when we are going through these hard times but we should always know that God is always with us and he will always give us the strength to get through it. I recently was going through a hard time where I was getting attacked in a couple of different ways in my life and even though it got really tough for me I got through it because I knew that my bond that I have with God, that I should be able to get through anything. God gives me signs and messages and when I was going through this hard times he had me go to this blog site and I saw this video from Colton Dixon the song was Never Gone and it was so beautiful to me because I knew that Jesus was telling me that I might not hear from him every day but he is always with me. God is so great on how he gives me all these signs and messages because he loves me and all of his children, which means all of you. The reason I put this verse at the top, because one day I was praying in tongues and talking to God when all of a sudden I heard “I rejoice in your pain and suffering” and I heard it a couple of times in my head and I didn’t really understand why. So, later on that day I went on still kind of wondering why I heard that and trying to understand it and that night I was laying down in my bed and all of a sudden I heard in my head Romans 5. I thought why am I hearing Romans 5?? Maybe it was just something I was thinking about? No, it wasn’t. I heard it again and I decided to look it up again because maybe this was God trying to give me a message. So, I went and there it was the message that I heard during the day about how God rejoices in our suffering because suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. I was so happy that God was giving me that message. It lifted my spirit up so high and I felt light as a feather. God knows everything that we are all going through and we just have to believe that he will lift us up always at the moment that we need.. ๐Ÿ™‚



My mother just yesterday was praying and talking to God and she was telling God that she has been very distracted recently and she has been feeling kind of sad about it so while she was thinking and talking to God she got this vision.

She saw herself walking up these stairs to heaven and Jesus was walking on the same stairs but he was a little ahead of her. She started noticing that the stairs started getting thinner and harder to walk on and she was struggling to walk up any more stairs but just then Jesus turned around and came to her and lifted her up in his arms and took her up the stairs to heaven.

I think this is the most beautiful and encouraging vision that I could of ever heard because Jesus knows that we are all going to have hard times and we will have our times that we can get distracted or have a hard time following our calling but Jesus will always be there for us to get us back on track to were we belong, and we belong with him in heaven.. ๐Ÿ™‚ So, if anyone out there is having struggles, distractions, confusion, getting attacked by bad spirits or any kind of tribulations in life just remember that Jesus is always with us and he will lift us up when we need it. He is our strength and power that we have in life. WE LOVE YOU JESUS YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO US… ๐Ÿ™‚


Love, encouragement, sincerity and guidance …..

God wants me to talk about something that all Christians need with one another. I begin by telling you that when I first became born again and spirit filled and was listening to a lot of people telling me what I should do or not do. I felt like I was guided sometimes in the right way and sometimes in the wrong way. I would always trust in God that he would some how show me the truth of what I was supposed to do and he absolutely did. I can tell you that God wanted me to go and see different fellowship groups and how every one is different. He would teach me that there is good parts in every fellowship group. I love to worship while listening to Christian music and I enjoy speaking in tongues and hearing what God wants me to learn. I saw that some new spirit filled Christians would either be full of love and kept it or they were full of love and lost it (falling away). I believe that some of them maybe didn’t truly have enough faith or I also believe that some of them were guided in the wrong way. I always have faith that God does everything to try to get his true children back to him, if they are lost. So now comes the message that God gave me one day, God told me four most important words that we need to use with each other. LOVE, ENCOURAGEMENT, SINCERITY AND GUIDANCE…

LOVE= Jesus says we need to love one another.

ENCOURAGEMENT= We should always get encouragement from our fellow Christians because we get negativity from the evil spirits always attacking us.

SINCERITY= We all need to be honest with ourselves and with others.

GUIDANCE= Everyone needs guidance in one way or another but it needs to be in a positive way.

In life we all get negativity from everywhere in this world and God is trying to teach us all that we shouldn’t have that with our own Christian family and friends. We are one big family and we need to stick together and help one another get through whatever issues we have. God is all about LOVE and he is our true father. Thank you Jesus….

How powerful prayer is….

God wants me to talk about something that is very powerful, PRAYER IN THE NAME OF JESUS. When I was filled with all this love from God, I was still going to sleep and sometimes waking up and seeing this dark shadow in my room trying to scare me but it was different now because I know that Jesus is more powerful than any bad spirit out there in the world and anywhere. So, I would feel strong knowing that I have the Holy Spirit inside me and knowing that our everlasting father was with me and I would just tell the dark shadow ย ” IN THE NAME OF JESUS I COMMAND YOU BAD SPIRIT TO LEAVE MY HOUSE “. Sometimes I would have to say it once and sometimes I would have to say it 2 or 3 times but when I did all of a sudden I would feel that the dark shadow was gone. I can really feel the power of the Holy Spirit and of Jesus working inside me but we have to always remember that it’s not us doing it, it’s always Jesus. We could never do anything if it wasn’t with the power of Jesus. I realized that I wanted these visits at night to stop because my daughter that is 6 years old would sometimes have bad dreams too. I truly don’t know if they are somehow related but I will tell you that I started doing something that made both of our bad dreams stop. I started to pray every night the same way ” IN THE NAME OF JESUS I BIND YOU BAD SPIRITS FROM ATTACKING ANYONE IN THIS HOUSE TONIGHT ” ย and I would say it about 3 or 4 times until I felt like it was enough ( I also would speak in tongues ). Can I just tell you that ever since I do that we haven’t had a bad night. Last night I didn’t do it because I was distracted by something else before I went to sleep and my daughter came into my room in the middle of the night and woke me up because she had a really bad dream. To some people it could be a coincidence but I think that my prayers with Jesus’s name is very powerful and gives us peace at night. Now I’m just making this an example for everyone but I speak in tongues many times and pray for other things that God helps me with and I always say thank you before I even get it because I know that somehow God provides for us. It might not be in the way that you want exactly but he will provide us with what he thinks we need. I have been surprised many times with how God has shown me things that he has done for me supernaturally. I am truly blessed to have the Holy Spirit inside me and to have Jesus as my lord and father… ๐Ÿ™‚

When I received the Holy Spirit inside me

After all the signs that God gave me I knew that I wanted be Born Again and filled with the Holy Spirit and have this great connection with our Lord. So, I went to see my brother and ask him a couple last questions and I just knew that it was time for me. As he answered my questions I told him that I wanted to Born Again and I truly believed that Jesus could take all my sins away from me and that I am forgiven because Jesus went on the Cross for all that wants to believe. We are all Gods children but we just need to find our way to him. We need him in our lives to truly feel love and I didn’t realize that until I was filled with the Holy Spirit and my connection to our True Father God… My brother that day told me that he and his wife were going to pray over me and speak in tongues and that I needed to believe. When they were praying over me, the only thing that was going through my mind is that I wanted to be near God. I didn’t know what to expect when they stopped praying over me because I’ve heard of some people actually passing out or falling to the floor. I was sitting there and when they finished I felt like all my sins that I ever had was lifted and my body felt very drained. I didn’t feel like I wanted to jump up and down yet but my brother told me that I should speak in tongues and I did right away. He explained it to me in a perfect way of why I should speak in tongues. He told me that God wants us to speak in tongues because of course he is speaking to us but also its like when my daughter was a year old and started saying words and how I was so excited that she could talk to me. That’s how God feels about all of us when we are speaking in tongues because not only is he talking to us but we are speaking in tongues only for him because we love him and we want him to guide us in the way that he wants us to be. So, I went home and I felt still drained but I felt a sense of relief. I went to sleep and woke up the next day and felt like have never felt before. I was light as a feather and so happy with so much love for everybody. I couldn’t remember why I was mad at any one at all. It is the most beautiful feeling in the world. I was trying to speak in tongues with every opportunity that I could get. Now I had this connection with God (our Father), that I could actually feel and it was amazing. I felt like God filled my empty spots that I had in my life. I wanted to go out of my house and shout at the top of my lungs how great it feels to have Jesus in our lives. I didn’t do it because I know that at that moment there would be a lot of people in my life that would try to change my mind so I needed to be stronger in my faith before I could tell anyone that didn’t believe as I do.

My last sign before I got Born Again…

This last sign is a little hard to explain but Iย will try my best. Ever since I was a little girl I used to get these really bad dreams (at least I thought they were dreams). I would wake up in my bed but I wouldn’t be able to move or speak until whatever was happening to me was over. I will tell a couple different examples. When I was a child I would wake up in my bed (in my room) and couldn’t move but could see a big dark shadow of a monster coming on top of me and I don’t know how long it would last but it felt like forever. When this monster of a shadow was done scarying me then I could actually get up from the bed and run out of my room screaming. I would wake up thinking that there was something in my bed moving and my mom would check but nothing. My parents would always tell me that it’s just a night terror and that Iย have to believe that it doesn’t exist. I’m sure that they thought that I (being a child) was having bad dreams, well these attacks at night would happen until recently. I started just believing that these attacks that I was getting were just bad night terrors and that my brain had to be playing tricks on me because how could it really be true that I’m waking up in my room (frozen) and i have these dark shadow things attacking me. I learned that when they would happen I would try to just close and open my eyes many times and it seemed to work because in my head I would say that this is not real (repeatedly). So, I’m not sure when this particular night attack happen but this one lasted a long time. My husband and I have a Cross with Jesus on it, in our bedroom, on the side of the wall where I sleep. Now, this is going to sound really crazy but when I would wake up this time I wasn’t getting attacked instead I would have my eyes on the Cross but Jesus was changing into images of something evil and scary. Like now my attacks were against Jesus and whatever it was, it was trying to make to believe that Jesus was really a monster. Of course I would open and close my eyes as usual and think that whatever this is, its not true and then I would see Jesus back on my wall. So glad to see Jesus again.. So getting back to my last sign. I was talking to a couple of different people when I was getting my signs and over heard someone tell a story about how he used to get attacked in the middle of the night by bad spirits and when he explained his attacks they sounded almost exactly like mine. I asked him questions about it and thought he had to be having night terrors because how can we really get attacked by bad spirits. He made me realize that bad spirits do exist (by my first sign with my daughters dream from God) and the bad spirit was trying to convince me that Jesus was bad. When the thought that I was getting attacked at night by evil spirits, it really scared me but my brother told me that God was going to show me a sign that I’m safe. Now, still wasn’t born again yet so I didn’t still know what to believe but that night I went home and of course I didn’t tell any of this to my husband because he would of thought I was nuts. I wanted to make sure I truly believed before I talked to my husband about it because he was raised Catholic all his life and it would be hard for him to understand something like this. Back to that night, I was getting ready to go to sleep and I have to say I was so scared to wake up ย to an attack because I knew than that they are real now but something interesting happen. I woke up scared as usual and but this time before I could get attacked my daughter came into my bed (at that exact time I opened my eyes) and I could move (to my surprise), let her in the bed and put my arms around her but all of a sudden I felt safe like nothing could touch me or hurt me. It was the craziest feeling ever but I knew that it must of been God to send my daughter in my room at that time to show me I’m safe with him and God loves me very much that he has given me all these signs. I will say that my daughter would come into my bed all the time but somehow it was different that time. I was convinced and I talked to my brother and told him that I was ready to get born again and I wanted to feel the greatness of having a connection with God, like I searched all my life for. Thank you God our Father. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Holy Spirit…. ๐Ÿ™‚