ROMANS 5: 1-9… Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God’s wrath through him!

I’m starting with these verses because we all have our tribulations, struggles, weaknesses and distractions that sometimes makes it hard to understand why things happen to us. First of all, we all should know that we always have evil spirits always attacking us because we are close to God and the evil spirit hates that, and tries everything possible to try to change the bond that we all have with God. Of course, its hard when we are going through these hard times but we should always know that God is always with us and he will always give us the strength to get through it. I recently was going through a hard time where I was getting attacked in a couple of different ways in my life and even though it got really tough for me I got through it because I knew that my bond that I have with God, that I should be able to get through anything. God gives me signs and messages and when I was going through this hard times he had me go to this blog site and I saw this video from Colton Dixon the song was Never Gone and it was so beautiful to me because I knew that Jesus was telling me that I might not hear from him every day but he is always with me. God is so great on how he gives me all these signs and messages because he loves me and all of his children, which means all of you. The reason I put this verse at the top, because one day I was praying in tongues and talking to God when all of a sudden I heard “I rejoice in your pain and suffering” and I heard it a couple of times in my head and I didn’t really understand why. So, later on that day I went on still kind of wondering why I heard that and trying to understand it and that night I was laying down in my bed and all of a sudden I heard in my head Romans 5. I thought why am I hearing Romans 5?? Maybe it was just something I was thinking about? No, it wasn’t. I heard it again and I decided to look it up again because maybe this was God trying to give me a message. So, I went and there it was the message that I heard during the day about how God rejoices in our suffering because suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. I was so happy that God was giving me that message. It lifted my spirit up so high and I felt light as a feather. God knows everything that we are all going through and we just have to believe that he will lift us up always at the moment that we need.. πŸ™‚



My mother just yesterday was praying and talking to God and she was telling God that she has been very distracted recently and she has been feeling kind of sad about it so while she was thinking and talking to God she got this vision.

She saw herself walking up these stairs to heaven and Jesus was walking on the same stairs but he was a little ahead of her. She started noticing that the stairs started getting thinner and harder to walk on and she was struggling to walk up any more stairs but just then Jesus turned around and came to her and lifted her up in his arms and took her up the stairs to heaven.

I think this is the most beautiful and encouraging vision that I could of ever heard because Jesus knows that we are all going to have hard times and we will have our times that we can get distracted or have a hard time following our calling but Jesus will always be there for us to get us back on track to were we belong, and we belong with him in heaven.. πŸ™‚ So, if anyone out there is having struggles, distractions, confusion, getting attacked by bad spirits or any kind of tribulations in life just remember that Jesus is always with us and he will lift us up when we need it. He is our strength and power that we have in life. WE LOVE YOU JESUS YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO US… πŸ™‚


How powerful prayer is….

God wants me to talk about something that is very powerful, PRAYER IN THE NAME OF JESUS. When I was filled with all this love from God, I was still going to sleep and sometimes waking up and seeing this dark shadow in my room trying to scare me but it was different now because I know that Jesus is more powerful than any bad spirit out there in the world and anywhere. So, I would feel strong knowing that I have the Holy Spirit inside me and knowing that our everlasting father was with me and I would just tell the dark shadow Β ” IN THE NAME OF JESUS I COMMAND YOU BAD SPIRIT TO LEAVE MY HOUSE “. Sometimes I would have to say it once and sometimes I would have to say it 2 or 3 times but when I did all of a sudden I would feel that the dark shadow was gone. I can really feel the power of the Holy Spirit and of Jesus working inside me but we have to always remember that it’s not us doing it, it’s always Jesus. We could never do anything if it wasn’t with the power of Jesus. I realized that I wanted these visits at night to stop because my daughter that is 6 years old would sometimes have bad dreams too. I truly don’t know if they are somehow related but I will tell you that I started doing something that made both of our bad dreams stop. I started to pray every night the same way ” IN THE NAME OF JESUS I BIND YOU BAD SPIRITS FROM ATTACKING ANYONE IN THIS HOUSE TONIGHT ” Β and I would say it about 3 or 4 times until I felt like it was enough ( I also would speak in tongues ). Can I just tell you that ever since I do that we haven’t had a bad night. Last night I didn’t do it because I was distracted by something else before I went to sleep and my daughter came into my room in the middle of the night and woke me up because she had a really bad dream. To some people it could be a coincidence but I think that my prayers with Jesus’s name is very powerful and gives us peace at night. Now I’m just making this an example for everyone but I speak in tongues many times and pray for other things that God helps me with and I always say thank you before I even get it because I know that somehow God provides for us. It might not be in the way that you want exactly but he will provide us with what he thinks we need. I have been surprised many times with how God has shown me things that he has done for me supernaturally. I am truly blessed to have the Holy Spirit inside me and to have Jesus as my lord and father… πŸ™‚

Born Again Spirit Filled

When my dad passed away, it was hard, but not as hard as I thought it would be. I guess, I felt that he went to Heaven because I know he believed in Jesus. Of course, I wanted to be selfish and keep him on earth with me but I know that now he is in Heaven and he is so happy and has no pain ( he had so much depression and pain from his heart problems ). About a month later, I found out that I needed to do tests because I might have cancer. I was very upset because the thought of having cancer and possibly dying scared me. It scared me because I truly didn’t have the connection to God like I thought I should have. One thing I always believed that everything happens for a reason whether its good or bad. I believe that God doesn’t give us more than what we can handle but we also have to learn from the situations that we are in. So, I prayed and prayed that even if I had cancer that I would be ok and that my family would have the strength to go through whatever it was. I was very lucky to find out that I didn’t have cancer and I thanked God for that. Having this little scare I decided to listen a little to my mom and brother about their stories of being born again and filled with the Holy Spirit and speaking in tongues. I’ll be honest I thought that speaking in tongues was something evil but I found out with the help of Gods signs to me that speaking in tongues is a beautiful thing.


It started when my brother was telling me that we are all getting attacked every day from evil spirits. Also that in my house my 5 year old daughter wasn’t getting attacked because she has a very close connection to God. (I will tell you more of how my daughter loves Jesus and has a close bond to God). My self, husband and son had bad spirits attacking us all the time. Well, I thought my brother was crazy. Yes, I thought that bad spirits are out there in the world but I didn’t think that they were attacking my family. He also told me that God will show me himself that this is true. I can’t remember exactly if it was that night or the next but my daughter told me that she had a dream that was so real to her and that she could remember all of it. My daughter could never remember her dreams that she had, even now. Her dream in her words was: she was in some kind of cave holding a baby wolf in her arms and mommy, daddy and her brother were out side of the cave fighting off a bear, a big foot and wolves. She felt very safe holding the wolf but she could see that we were getting hurt from the bad creatures. After she told me that, I was in shock. I couldn’t believe that she had a dream exactly about what my brother told me. I knew than that God could of been the only one to give my daughter that dream because I didn’t even talk at home about what I heard from my brother because I seriously thought that he was wrong. I have many more signs to tell that led me to get born again…..